Trapped

Sometines I close my eyes,
Reality is just a blur,
My head is in pain,
Thoughts wrecking my soul.

How long do I have left?
To ruin what I am,
To burn out and fade away,
Away from the watchful eye.

Can I escape this torture?
I want to be me.
When can I leave this torment?
Help is all I need.

All I ask for is space,
Out of this skin,
Not to be this,
But to be alive.